Confession Session

Hi Y'All... Sorry for being MIA the last couple days. Its been quite busy and stressful. I'm back and better then ever! I thought a good confession session would be a good way to end the week so here we go...


1. Doctor's have really become my frenemies. I used to think doctors were like the holy grail and have big hearts because they want to do everything for you to help you get better. Boy was I wrong!! (ok..thats slightly exaggerating they're not all bad) I have doctors around me my whole life. Hell I spent the majority of the first years of my life living in hospitals. This new experiece of being actually sick and it not being about my disability has really opened my eyes. You would think as a medical professional you would want to do everything in your power to help make someone better. If something is complicated and you can't seem to figure out what is going, wouldn't it spark your interest and get you motivated to look at things from a new angle and see what you can do? Most doctors I see now just say I don't know. You'd think for the medical research alone they would want to find whatever it is.

2. Went to the OBGYN for the first time yesterday. I don't even like to be naked in front of myself so the thought of some seeing me(a man by the way) and even more so touching me had me borderline breaking out in hives HAHA Boy could I have gone for a nice stiff drink. But all turned out well and he was very nice but I am certainly not in rush to go back

3. I am a horrible horrible person. I don't know if anyone has been watching Oprah lately (I've been making a point to watch since its the last season). but I am super duper jealous of all the free gifts and dreams come true people are getting lol. I want to go and meet oprah and be surprised lol If anyone wants to write a letter for me...feel free lol

4. I really wish I had a Bf right now.

5. Chapters (think Barnes and Nobles) is like church to me lol. I walk in there and I just feel at piece and could spend forever in there.

6. My Dad's birthday is this week and I am excited but I secretly hate that my parents are getting older cause I had even imagine them not being her for one second. they're only 50 so I realize I am being irrational

7 I was really disappointed with the season premiere episode of one tree hill...never thought I would say that!

Top 2 Tuesday!

I am so excited for today's top tuesday over at the undomestic momma I can't wait to read everyones top 2 thing I want to accomplish this year.



1. Love Myself and take charge of my life...


Trying to find find the good in being sick as long as I have can sometimes be But I think having this time off to kind of get to know myself and focus on myself for once. I think alot of time get caught up in where I think I should be and what a should be doing. I do what I think we make everyone else happy and forget to make myself happy. I want to learn to love myself and where I am at in my life. I want to be the best I can be and really enjoy all the different experiences of my life. I try to remind myself that things change so quick that you have to take in everything you can while its there. I vow to work loving the good and bad about myself and not letting others tear me down. I always give everyone praise and the benefit of the doubt and I deserve to give myself the same. life is just too short

2. Get healthy/ In shape....
Typical I know..but I really do want to get health and in the best shape possible for me. As a get older I realize that my disability does prevent me from working out. Its really important for me to be in the best shape possible for me. Not only will make me feel good but I want to be as strong as I can so that I can be as independent as I can. And it wouldn't hurt to get read my tummy pouch. Know what I'm sayin?

What are your top 2's this week?

Not a Mundane Monday...

Hey Y'all ...Monday is not so Mundane today because...



1. GOSSIP GIRL IS BACK TONIGHT!!!! Shut up right..I know I am SOOO excited:) Oh GG how I have missed you. I can't wait to drool over the clothes and have my heart melt over mr. Chuck Bass:) To honor this wonderful occasion I thought I would share my all time favorite gossip girl scene to date. ENJOY!



Side Note*** I am equally excited bout the return of One Tree Hill Tomorrow so I thought I share my favorite One Tree Hill Nathan and Haley scene


2. As per the above I wish there were a "Tv Club" where you could talk about your thoughts on you fav shows lol Who needs books when you can watch Tv right? Just kidding:P

3. Thinking of giving the blog I totally makeover and a new name. My undecisive personality is making it hard to think of a name. Here are my ideas:

The Princess Diaries: Because some girls are born with glitter in their veins

Confessions of a Plain Jane

Finding My FairyTale

I'm just a girl

Livin Ladylike

What do you think?

4. I watched The Killers with Ashton Kutcher and Katherine Heigl. It was pretty good...not as funny as I thought. Sex and the city 2...really good liked it alot. A bit thrown off my the full coverage of samatha midnight rendez vous's shall we say and I watched Letters to Juliet and it was totally fab. Don't you wish life was life a romantic comedy?

5. Colbie Caillat puts me in a good mood...I just love her music!

I'm Crazy...I think

Every say something to someone that came across in a way that you totally didn't mean? Well thats what happened to me today.

I am sure you guys all know the blog Newlyweds!. Well she did a post about her vintage desk she found and re-did to look more modern. so when I read the post this morning I thought it was super cute so I commmented..word for word this what I wrote...

"All I can say is Hello Elle Woods lol. Loves it! Of course your desk is as fabulous as you. Would love to see what you've done with the rest of your house. So talented. Everytime you post it makes me wanna be your friends a little bit more.

So I go on her blog today to see her and does a post titled Creep Show Magnet and talks about all the crazy things that have come up on her google analytics as searches that lead people to her blog. I am laughing at them and then I see the last one and it says

Everytime you post it makes me wanna be your friends a little bit more {Oookay. And your grammar is awful and, for that reason, we won’t be friends. }

Is that me? I didn't search that to get there its what I wrote as a comment. I thought I was being nice saying that everytime I read her posts it makes me like her more and so I said everytime you most it makes me wanna be you friend. Granted I did make grammar errors (don't we all sometimes?) I really didn't mean to be or appear creepy. and I really don't think I am crazy.

I'm guessing she was talking about me. its too coincidental.I wrote her privately to apologize. I'm so embarrassed. I didn't even want to talk about it all but I wanted to know what you guys think was it really that bad? I feel like an ass! Makes me not want to comment anymore on anyones blog. Has this every happened to you? I feel terrible..my feelings are kinda hurt cuz I really liked her blog..guess i wont follow anymore:(

On My Mind

What if I never go back to school?
What if I never get a job?
What if I don't make enough money?
What if he is the one I'm supposed to be with?
What if he never felt anything for me?
What if we never end up together?
What if I am alone forever?
What if I am unlovable?
What if I never get better?
What if I live at home forever?
What if I'm missing out on my life?
What if I am always a loser...
What if I am just a failure?

What I am Loving Wednesday!!!

this is my first time participating in What I Loving Wednesdays:) He just a little taste of what I am loving right now!!

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1. Taylor Swift New Video for her song Mine! This video is so good and she is just to cute


2. Carrie Underwood...I love this girl and can't get her song Undo it out of my head! She is just too cute


3. Dark Chocolate.. Enough said


4. Fall Tv is coming back....no more reruns baby!!! welcome back to my life gossip girl,private practice, grey's anatomy, one tree hill,90210, big bang theory, rules of engagement and so many more:)


Happy Hump Day!!!

Miscellaneous Mondays

Happy Labour day weekend everyone!! Hope you having a good one. Had a good couples of days. My friend E from Newfoundland got her on Wedneday and we dropped her off at the airport. Soo good to see her. Love her to bits. We met with some of my friends at Winnie's (local bar), did some shopping and tanned by the pool. Needless to say my sick self had rough time keepin up with all this stuff so I really just want to curl up in bed and not move for a month...im old.

I feeling like some serious changes need to be made to my little blog. Its time for fun and fab new look!! I have alot of ideas and I'm think of changing the name...Any suggestions?

Read 4 books this weekend...You Can Heal Your Life,(has a good message to it..can get boring) How to Become your own Matchmaker,(pretty good..a fun read..helpful..shes a bit extreme for me ha)He's just not that into you( this one's gonna get a post of its own) and L.A Candy(loved it!!! can't wait to get the 2nd book)

Totally lovin the banana republic fall collection...so pretty check it out for yourself

I love my blogger readers xoxoxoxoxox times infinity <3