My Favorite Blogs

In honor of my first month of blogging I thought I'd share some of my fav blogs...ENJOY!!!

www.earlandpearl.blogspot.com (NEWLYWEDS!)one of my absolute favorites. I just discovered it recently. Her name is Ana and she's a newlywed. Her layout is cool it made me really wanna bling out mine. There's something about her blog that kinda reminds me of the tv show newlyweds nick and jessica.. she seems rly fun and her blog is pink ..so obviously u can't go wrong

www. destinedforroyalty.blogspot.com (Destined for Royalty) This girl (hailey) is also I newlywed and you totally get the feeling that shes the type of girl you wanna go for a drink with. She calls herself her royal heiness (those are her married initials HRH) and I think thats totally awesome because if u can't declare yourself royalty who can? The thing I love most is she wore red shoes for her wedding...I never knew you could do that..i always thought they had to be white but color is so much better. really gave her pics a great pop

www.butterfliesandheaveneyes.blogspot.com (Life After I Dew) Shes a Newlywed whos pregnant with her first baby! (a girl) her posts are so relatable and honest. I get a good kick out of them! super cute

www.ambersnotebook.com (Amber's Notebook) Amber has the best style...shes really creative!! She made her own version of a lady gaga outfit (not easy) she takes pics of her outfits everyday

www.keepinupwithcourtslife.blogspot.com (keepin up with court's life) Her blog was the first blog I ever read and it made me wanna to create my own. Shes really fun and makes me laugh out loud

www.guidetostyle.blogspot.com (Nicole's guide to style: everything and anything) Nicole has great style!! Whenever she purchases something new I'm totally envious! She has sales on her blog (I bought dress from her) Shes a real girls girl and I love it

L.O.V.E

It seems like everywhere people getting engaged,or falling in love or just plain being in love!! Entertainment tonight seems to annoncing an engagement every night like hilary duff, carrie underwood, kristen bell...etc (see photos below)





The blogs I've started reading are mainly those about newlyweds or people about to get married and they just seem so happy. I've always been the type thats always protects my heart after being hurt but I don't think its helping get what I want. I do even care about a wedding or anything (ok ok maybe a wedding wouldn't be bad) What I really want like is having a partner to have fun with and try new things with...like a best friend your attracted too! I'm still waitin ...maybe it'll be me one day writing a newlywed blog

While we're on the subject of love I figure I'd tell you 10 things I love
1. CBS comedy mondays
2. Ben & Jerry's Cinnamon bun ice cream
3. My flannel martini pj's
4. www.starstyle.com AMAZING WEBSITE
5. Giuliana & Bill and keeping up with the kardashians
6. Ke$ha (Her cd is called the animal)
7. Floral print
8. Chocolate Milk ( I know I'm a 5 year old at heart)
9. Gilmore Girl reruns
10. Three's company and Golden Girls

What do you love?

RANT

To finish off my last post I watched the end of one tree hill and haley's mom died:( so sad I bawled my eyes out. So to everyone out there GO GIVE YOUR MOM A HUG.

Now that I got that out I'd let you in on what has been going on lately. Yesterday I went back to see the gastroenterologist and he said the lymph nodes mean anything. (don't get it but ok) He asked me if I thought my problem was in my head...he said since you don't really have life maybe thats it. Now hold on just a second..the whole reason why I don't go out is because I don't feel well. Before I got sick ..I had it all..went away to school, new friends,volunteering opportunites, 2 scholarships,job at the hospital, great teacher. Trust me if I could just make myself feel better I would..life would be easier. then he asked me if i like to stick my fingers down my throat to throw up...again NO. hes going to send me for a gastroscopy and small intestine test. I understand that he has to ask these questions but its starting to make me feel like I AM CRAZY!! I wanted to cry because this isn't what I want and if I never get better I'm never gonna get my life back to normal. Next up...I am gonna call my gastroenterologist from when away at school and she what he thinks he knows me better than anyone!!

sorry for the rant I just need to get it out.. thanks for listening

I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!

I was watching the latest two episodes of one tree hill on the computer (I looove the show) and they were rly sad episodes!! I have to watch the end of last one but of what I've seen so far haley's mom has pancreatic cancer and is dying. She's the hospital and doesn't have alot of time yet. Needless to say I sobbed like a baby while watching...and I'm not gonna lie it made me wanna hug my momma all day long.

I dont know what I would do without her. She's on my side all the time and is the best mom a girl could ask for. Just wanted to take this to say thanks momma ..I love u with all of my heart and don't know what I'd do without you

Havin a Bangin Time

Happy Wednesday!!! Hope everyone's doing good!!

I've been feeling kind of funny the past couple of days...I feel there is something inside of me that is to come out. Its been there all along and I think all it needed was a little encouragement... I still can't figure out what it is exactly. Something strange happened this morning I looked in the mirror and i went from this


to this....


weird huh?
I think I know what's happening!! For the last couple of days I've been hibernating in the house.. watching The Big Bang Theory!!! I got my hands on the first and second season and can't stop watching!(Thank you Mom's friend at work who burnt it for me) It so funny I think I almost peed haha. Ahhhh the geeky goodness of it all...All I can say is WATCH THE SHOW!!

I have to go now..the comic book store just opened and I need to go there NOW LOL (just kidding)

The Perfect Pair Of Jeans

I remember when I just started high school...gosh! that was awhile ago. I was about 12 years old and I could never wear jeans because I could not do them up. Doing up a button was hard for me back then. All the girls in school got to wear em and I had to wear good old sweats...ALL THE TIME!!

I finally practiced enough and now I wear em all the time and have been wearin them for years...but I still have a problem with them...one I think A LOT of ladies out there can understand...I HAVE YET TO FIND A GOOD FITTING PAIR OF JEANS. I don't know what it is about me either I got the classic muffin top problem when my stomach spills over the top of my jeans and buttons so tight that it feels it may become one of my vital organs if it squeezes my body any tighter!! OR you've got some major butt cleavage going on.. know what I'm saying? Examples Below *Note None of these are me*




I WANT TO FIND MY PERFECT PAIR...FORGET THE SEARCH FOR A GOOD MAN I WANT MY JEANS..THE ONES GOD MADE FOR ME HAHA :P I don't want the uncle frank the plumber look anymore haha

I love the Skinny Jean and the boyfriend Jean...What Jean do you love? Have you found the perfect pair?

Love Pantless

lol jokes..I've got PJ's on

Tiger the "Cheetah" Woods

So this morning at around 11am I was getting a geared up to watch ma ladies on the view as I do everyday. I was waiting for it to come on when all of a sudden this emergency report! just to back track a bit yesterday I was watching general hospital yesterday and there was an interruption for an amber alert so when something came up again today i thought there was another one today.

BUT NOOOOOOOOOO IT WAS FOR TIGER FREAKING WOODS!! I tried to change the channel but I could run away from his cheating face... he was on every channel. I could help but burst into laughter. It was like the president was speaking and I can't figure out why. Personally I could give a crap about Tiger Woods..he didn't cheat on me so I really think he should just be at home with his family who he does owe an apology too! I thought it was crappy speech that he didn't know at all, he had to read it and to be honest I'm over Tiger woods
what do you guys think?

Ode to the Queen

checked out the old bank account and lets just im not doing so good haha....time to start saving again! between buying celeb items and payin for private doctors appointments..well lets just say i need to smartin up

I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! NICOLE RICHIE IS COMING TO MONTREAL FOR AN AUTOGRAPH SIGNING TOMORROW AS SHE UNVEILS HER NEW LINE WINTER KATE!! She like my fashion god!! Now all I have to do is find a way to get there!! I love the new line its beautiful!! But its sooooooo expensive:( I hope shes comes out with a less expensive line like Lauren Conrad did

In honour of nicole i thought I would post some of my favorite outfits she's worn











I think she's totally awesome I really hope I get to go an meet her!!! What to wear What to wear?

scared

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!! Hope you're all eating tons of chocolate:D

Went to the hospital...was there from like 6:30am til 5:00pm so freakin long!! blood tests came back fine, urine fine, doctor a BITCH... she totally thought I was a faker. They were gonna let me leave but I was like come on! please help me..I can't go to school , can't go out, so she said ok we'll send you for an ultrasound. Went upstairs for the ultrasound and the technician said all my vital organs are great so I just started tell her everything thats been going on and how I don't want I'm gonna do if they don't something so I can get back to normal. so she brought in an expert radiologist and he used a different machine and found lymph nodes in my belly. I know have to go see a G.I specialist and everything I read on the net says lymph nodes mean either a terrible infection or cancer. I'm soooo scared now I don't know wat to do. I wanted them to find something but something they can fix.

no more reading the net for awhile or im gonna crazy lol

its been too long

OH MY GOODNESS!!...IVE WAITED WAY TO LONG TO MAKE OTHER POST!! please forgive me

Hows everyone doing? I haven't been doing so well...just been feeling really sick! I still have a ton of nausea and pain in my kidneys! going for an ultrasound today and the emergency room tomorrow! fun I know. I always thought emerg was for people who are like about to have a heart attack but according to my family doctor thats what I have to do in order to see a specialist quickly. So I am writing off tomorrow as a total loss HAHA

I just want to start feeling better so I can get back to my life...this whole being sick thing is a waste of time:( I still don't know what the hell I'm going to do about school...i have to apply by march 1st but i dont have enough uni classes yet to transfer and if i don't get better i wont have them finished in time and it will be more time...HAVE I MENTIONNED A HATE BEING OFF

On a lighter note I thought I'd let you guys in on what my current obsessions are

1. Christina Aguilera Back to Basics Cd and DVD


Such a good feel good album ...I love it and just bought the live concert DVD and I love. (I saw her live as well) Definitely a good buy

2. The Bonnie Hunt Show


Such an awesome show!! She's so funny and down to earth...I can't believe it might be cancelled

3.Blogs
I never really new anything about them until I started reading keepin up with court's life and loved it so I started reading more and thats when i started my own. Check out my reading list for some cool reads:)

4 CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!! (UH OH)
I never really ate a ton of dessert but ive been totally hooked on chocolate lately...a yummy but fattening addiction

I'm usually never hungry because of my nausea but I cant eat cuz I'm fasting for my ultrasound AND I AM STARVING!! I think its cause I know I can't

I promise I'll update more!! Have a great day