favorite celebs - blogger challege day 6

Hi Y'all Happy hump day!!!

So today's blogger challenge is 5 people who mean alot to me. To spice things up a bit because I think I been getting kind of boring and repetitive I'm going to do my 5 five favorite celebrities.

1. Jessica Simpson. I have loved her ever since her days on Newlywed days. I think she has a great heart and her bubbly and honest personality is totally endearing.


2. Carrie Underwood. A) I think shes totally beautiful (girl crush haha) b) I love how down to earth and normal she is and c) I just think her and her hubby are so cute and shes glowed ever since they met. Its nice.


3. Hilary Duff. Get ready to laugh! For the majority of my teenagers I wanted to be Hilary Duff or more so in my younger years Lizzie McGuire. I've always thought she seemed like someone you could totally be friends with and have good time. I like that she stayed normal and I think its great all the charity work she does.


4.Sophia Bush I heart this girl! She seems so kind and giving. She does so much for charity and does whatever she can to use her celebrity to help the world. She loves animals like I do and has a bunch of rescues. I think shes really smart and has a good head on her shoulders. She also handled her split with Chad quite graceful I'd say


5. Nicole Richie. Love her style and think shes a total hoot. I think it great how she got her life back together and is doing so well. She seems to be super hard working and a great mom. if i had more money i would own her whole winter kate line lol


Runners up: Bethenny Frankel, Reese Witherspoon.

Who are you favorites?

when you wish upon a star..blogger challenge day 5

{one} I wish I could have a magic wand that would make my hair look perfect and my make flawless.


{two} I wish I wasn't so far away from my bff's K&J.


{three} I was my grandparents that have passed were still here. I'd love a big hug!!




{four}I wish I wasn't such a people pleaser. Sometimes I wish I could go on a vacation by myself and just have a week where I get to do everything that I want. No caring about what people want or need. Just what I want. no guilt, no giving just plain old Aly time.

{five}I wish I had never accidently been in computer programming class and turned off the girl next to me's computer think it was mine. Omgoodness!!! I'll never forget that poor girls face. She was working on a project and she hadn't saved it. I've never felt so bad in my entire life. I thought my computer tower was on the left and I kept pressing but my screen wasn't turning off then I looked over and saw her staring at me. Opps! I could only imagine the names she wanted to call me.

{six}I wish I was smart enough to know what was going then and be strong enough now to know I deserve better. I'm working on it!! I haven't talk to him for month and he hasn't tried to contact me. I didn't think he would. I realize now I don't think he'll ever be my prince charming.(even though I'd really like him to be.) I also wish he wasn't in all my prom photos lol

Always on my Mind

{one} I wonder what God has in store for me. Sometimes I think I get so wrapped up in the future that I lose track of the present. I get so worried that I am not going to be successful or that things aren't going to work out. I try to remind myself to breathe

{two} I wonder why I don't have a huge walk in closet? I may be biased but I really think I should! Ladies you understand me right?


{three} Is this really where my life is supposed to be?

{four} Why do I feel so sick? What is wrong with me? Dr. OZ I need you help! Call me.


{five} Dessert would be really good right now!! I don't care what time it is 6am or 6pm it is always a good time for dessert. mmmm!


{six} I should really start working out. I say this every single day! Sooo hard to get motivated and I have yet to find a workout I like.


{seven} Where oh Where is that perfect pair of jeans that make my booty look fab? And do they come in multiple colors HA!

Day 3- Eight thiings I can't without

{One} The wonderful interweb. I don't know what I would do without the internet. I love hearing from my bloggy friends, facebook, the twitter as betty white likes to call it and all my fashion stuff is online. so basically internet is like the air I breathe haha

{Two} Diet coke/pepsi. It's the only thing that helps my nausea so its a must have.


{Three} Hair Elastics. I am huge believer in the ponytail. Its easy, fixes any bad hair day, and always looks chic


{Four} My family & friends. They are my heart and my soul without them I don't what I would do or who I would be without them.

{Five} My dog Chelsea. I love her


{Six} Sweats. Enough said


{Seven} Food. Yum Yum Yum! Food is what makes my world go round


{Eight} Comedic relief. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't laugh. Its my favorite activity.

9 Things you don't know & new carrie underwood video

TGIF!! Woohoo! Hope you all have good weekend.

Today is day 2 of the blogger challenge and the top is Nine things about yourself that most people don't know so here goes...
*Note* This is hard cause I don't think I have alot of secrets..we'll see haha

{One} I am totally afraid of being Raped or Murdered. Blame it on too many episodes of dateline and my Dad being my chauffeur my whole life. I don't like walking late at night even if its with other people, I hate getting into taxis (funny thing is I have to use them to get to school), I am neurotic about locking the doors and closing windows, I hate being alone and when I am any noise freaks me out and omg you going to think I am nut but I never walk into a dark room without turning the light on even if I am going to be.

{Two} I've always wanted to be blonde. My eyebrows are very dark so I think it will always been be a dream.


{Three} I can't smile with my mouth closed. I don't know why but if I try to smile with my mouth closed I look ridiculous. Instead I smile and look like a walking set of teeth. I'm super self conscious about my mouth. You see my gums are lower then they are supposed to be so you see alot of them and I don't like. When I was 17, I went a specialist of like the mouth and face I think to talk about getting surgery that would involve getting my jaw broken so they could pull my gums up. They'd have to so my mouth shut with elastic to let it heal and they said my face would be swollen for over a year. I was all for it but my parents said no. Oh well I had really bad teeth before having braces so I am super judgemental of peoples teeth and feel bad for them if they're not good. I know I'm bad!

Before
ewwwww

After
Can you say hello teeth?


{four} I don't know how to turn the stove (its ok go ahead ...laugh)
I know I know its terrible!! My parents cook for me all the time so I've never had to. They always say its easier if we do it so you don't drop something. I do want to learn and am ashamed that I don't know how.


{five} I don't like wine or beer (GASP!)

{Six} I don't like eating in front of other people.
I know it's weird but I don't eat in front of people makes me uncomfortable. I always want I look or what people are thinking of my food choices or dropping something.

{Seven} My own nudity makes me very uncomfortable. I don't care if people around only have dressed or something like that but I hate not being fully clothed. I feel completely out of sorts and want to hide even if I am by myself lol

{Eight} I sometimes like to wear a ring on my wedding finger.
It's stupid and such a girl thing but I do. I wear my grandma's engagement and wedding rings on my middle finger normally but every once and awhile I move them over to that special finger and like how it looks.

{Nine} Every time I see and elderly person I want to go hug them

And as promised the last Carrie Underwood video for Mama's song. Its so good!!! I've watched it 3 times. It totally makes my heart smile. Its so cute to see her with her husband they seem very in love. ENJOY.

10 day blogger challenge!

Kristen from All in My Twenties is participating in a 10 day blogging challenge about the following, and I thought it be fun too share with y'all. Here's the schedule of topics for any of you who want to join. If you do leave me a comment so I cant check it out:)

Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten people right now.
Day 2: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day 3: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you could change or wish you would have never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you.
Day 7: Four turn offs.Day
8: Three turn ons.
Day 9: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.

So here goes Day 1: TEN THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO 10 PEOPLE

{One} MOMMY: I wish you would take better care of yourself. I get scared because you lost Nanny at 30 and I don't want that too be me. I want you to be around for a long long time. You've been feeling sick alot lately I would really like for you to go to the doctor. I know your scared of doctors and don't like going or wasting your time there but really it would make me feel a whole lot better and hopefully you too. You take care of everyone else and forget to put yourself at the top of the list. I wish you eat more and have better healthy habits. I would love to say this too you but the mere mention of it gets you defensive and your brush me off. I don't think you even begin to realize how worried I get about you because if you did I would hope you would take better care of yourself.

I know you want the best for me and that you love me more than anything but some you good intentions really hurt my feelings. when you make remarks about what I wear, tell me I should put makeup and constantly trying to get me to wear my hair the way you like it...its hard on me. You mean it out of love and because you'd like me to get back to the old Aly before I got sick but right now I don't have a whole heck of alot of energy. I'm not myself and to be honest with you my confidence is at a low and all things your saying is what I am thinking so it only makes me feel bad. We deal with our feelings in completely different ways..I would likeif you thought about what you say when you're angry because I don't even think you know what you saying because if you did you'd never say it. My no means am I perfect either and other than this we have a wonderful relationship. I know you do it out of love because you nothing more than to protect me but remember I have you as Mom and because of that I have been taught well about life. you've given me everything i will ever need and i promise to make you proud

I love you more than words!

{Two} Daddy: You are so brave and so strong. I can even begin to understand what its like to be in chronic back pain all the time. I am so proud of you. All the guys and work love you and thats no surprise cause you a such a hoot. Hopefully things will end up the way there are supposed to be and you can stay home and rest. I try to do everything I can to make your life easier. Its really hard on me sometimes to not ask you to bring me somewhere or to do something. you don't know this but I often turn down offers to go out and stuff because I know you won't want to drive. I try to make all my doctors appointments so you don't have to bring and instead I ask Diane. I understand that your tired from work and your sore its just sometimes I feel like I am walking on eggshells making sure I am not bothering you. I am sorry I am sick and I am sorry I'm sometimes a burden. I wish learning to drive wasn't so hard for me. I AM GOING TO TRY AGAIN and do more lessons as soon as I can back on meet feet. Then I can drive you everywhere and take myself to appointments. you are my buddy and I love you so much. Thanks for watching glee with me last night

{Three} Boy Who Broke My Heart: I don't even know where to begin. There are so many things I would like to say to you but unfortunately I think they are going to go forever unsaid (to you). When I met you, it was the first time I felt visible. You melted my heart and made my heart feel something it never had before. Something inside felt that we WERE forever no matter how long it took to get there. I finally got up the guts to ask you to come here so we could see what we are. You played hot and you played cold and I never was quite sure of your feelings. then finally you said what I wanted to hear and you kissed me (my very first kiss) then you invited me to fly home with you and meet your family. Thats when you said I was your "Best Friend". I had to meet your family and be kind and act happy when all I wanted to do was cry. I came home and I cried and I couldn't figure out what happened. you completely vanished from my life and made it pretty clear that you were back and very happy with your ex. your not with her anymore and we go through these times where you right me and act all flirty and then I don't hear from you. I wish that I could turn off what I feel for you and make it not exist but its there. I can't wait for the day it goes away. All I've ever wanted is for you to be prince charming and be the wonderful guy i thought you were. I don't think thats ever going to happen. I am it for you. So I have to let you go and not wait for you,or talk to you or be excited when you right. I am not a toy you can play with when its a good time for you. So I am saying goodbye to everything I thought we could be. I wish I could understand why you do the things you do. I don't know what will happen in the future...I just hope I find what I've been looking for.

{four} J and K: I miss you both so much it hurts. I wish I was back at Dal with the two of you stressing out over exams and crazy assignments. You are the two best things that came out of going away to school. I know I could tell you anything anything and not be judged. I feel at home when we are hanging and you guys are the sisters I never had. For the first time I feel absolutely comfortable being myself.I think of you ever single day and I promise to be back as soon as you know it. Thank you for showing me what true friendship is and for being the amazing people you are. I don't know what I would do without you. remember we are soulmates..guys are just people we can have with:)

{five} Bullies from high school: I am probably not even a thought in your mind and my name probably doesn't ring a bell but I remember every single one of you. You made fun of me and made me feel like nothing more then dirt on your shoe. I am somehow started to think that you were better then me. I had to spend my lunch hours hiding in an office because I had to be afraid of what could happen. I thought my life would never get better and thought that what you would say to me was what the whole world thought of me. I was wrong!!! I changed schools and thank god I did because that is where I found real friends. I know I am not a thought in your mind but I wanted you to know that you will probably stay with me for the rest of my life. thank you for tearing me down so I could build myself back up and become and even better person. It was 5 years ago but I am still building. If it wasn't for you I would be so close to finding myself at such a young age. I hope that in your lives you remember that words CAN hurt and you think about how you treat others.

{Six) My Blog friends: Thank you to each and everyone of my blog friends!! A few Months ago I didn't even really know the blog world existed and now I don't know what I would do without it. Each and everyone of you have taught me so much. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to let me get a peak into your worlds and letting me know I am not alone. YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL!! You amaze me each and everyday. Thanks for all the support and being the people you are I love you all!!!!

{Seven} Some family members: I really hate that we don't talk and there is so much tension. All I've ever wanted is a big family. Its sad but there is just no trust. One day your there and the next your not I can't deal with that. As much as I'd like to act like not having a relationship with you doesn't hurt me it does. When I see you all doing things together and being friendly on facebook I get jealous. the way things are are for the best and I know that. I've learned that family can be whoever you want it to be and I've done a great job of making my own.

{eight} Nana, Poppy, Gege and Nanny. You are all in heaven now and I miss you so much. I would do anything to be able to see you faces just one more time. Nana: We had a not so perfect relationship when you were alive and I never thought your death would effect me that way it has. I miss you to my suprise and I wish we could have been closer. I wish I could have been who you wanted me to be. More than anything I wish that I had realized when you were alive that as many a bad times as we had we did have some good times and I should enjoyed the more. Poppy: I love you!!! I would love nothing more than to give you a hug and get you to tell me everything that ever happened in your life. I will forever be your stinky. i hope you know how much I love you. Gege- I never thought you would leave so soon. I feel jipted. I miss you every minute of everyday. I hope you are at peace. Thank you for loving me unconditionally and always making me feel like a princess. If only you could know how many people love you and how special you were. Nanny- you've been gone along time. I often wonder what would have been like to have you around growing up. I think we would be best friends and you be like betty white:P I hope you are proud of who I've become. You have never been forgotten. I love you

{nine} Auntie M and Uncle A, & D: Auntie M and Uncle A ...I love you both more than you will ever know you are like grandparents to me. I dread the day you aren't here. I'd like to keep you here with me forever. you both have should me that age is just a number. i hope to find a marriage like yours with all the love in the world:)
D- thank you for being the best godmother ever. you relaxed personality is exactly what I need in my life. you are wonderful person and i dont know what I'd do without you. you are one of kind! you are such a great friend and confidant. I love you.

{ten} Myself: hi lovely. you are so hard on yourself all the time. As much as you'd like to think you are you ARE NOT SUPERGIRL. You are not a failure for getting sick and coming back. It is not you fault. I know you think it is you but you're wrong. you are so afraid of making mistakes that you are missing on the life god put in front of you. Remember you can't fail or succeed if you don't try. Open your heart to life and stop being and more importantly open your heart to yourself. love yourself and treat yourself the way you treat everyone else. this is going to be long journey and you might as well make it the best it can be and learn to love yourself. Love your body now because in years from now you'll wish you had it. Love your face cause its the only one your going to get unless you are Heidi Montag. You disability is not a negative quality. Its just think that makes you have to look at life and how to figure out a different way of doing things. Stop being so afraid of ending up alone because the longer you think that way the long you will be. you have to love before anyone else will. It's time to step up to the plate girl!!

I love you! (even though you are a pain in the ass)

What I am Loving Wednesday!!!

Happy Hump Day Y'All. Hope everyone is having a good week ...only 2 days left and then TGIF Woot Woot!


What I am loving today...

{One} Reading! I have really got into reading in the last couple of weeks. With TV being BORING with a capital B reading was a great alternative and I'm enjoying it! Right Now I am reading A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle. It was Oprah's book club list. I didn't like it at first and was gonna stop reading then he said in the book that if you didn't like the book or found it boring that it was ok it just means you weren't ready for the change. I was like screw you I am ready and kept reading and now I like it :) What are y'all reading?


{Two} The fact that I can soon good back to my wonderful uggs!! I don't you guys but I have missed my comfy cozy uggs and I can't wait to have em back in my life.


{Three} Last nights Glee episode! It was fantabulous wasn't it!! I really enjoyed the songs and I may or may not have a girl crush on Lea Michele


{Four} The movies that are coming out! I really want to see Easy A with Emma Stone. Its about a girl who pretends to lose her virginity. Looks funny. I also want to see You Again with the hysterical Betty White and Kristen Bell( its about a girl whos brother brings home his fiance and she is her enemy from high school) and Life As We Know It with Katherine Heigl and Josh Duhmel ( its about two people whose friends die and they are left to take care of their daughter. They don't get along and have never taken care of a child so it looks like a hoot!)






{Five} Carrie Underwood's video for the song Mama's song is coming out on friday and her Mom and Hubby are going to be in it. I really love the song so I think it'll be good. I'll post it when it comes out:)

{Six} Oprah! I love the season so far and her website has alot of interesting articles on it. She also has a podcast itunes that you guys should totally check out!


Check back later for a new blog challenge I am going to participate in! can't wait to share with ya'll <3

Miscellaneous Mondays:Weekend Edition

1. It was my wonderful Dad's birthday over the weekend. We had his best friend and his wife over, my great aunt and uncle (my great uncle just turned 94 on friday) and my godmother. My Dad has a VERY bad back that gives him terrible migraines because of trouble with his neck too. Unfortunately he was really sick and had to go to bed for the day:( We still had fun! I love my auntie Monique and Albert to death and hadn't seen them in awhile so it made my heart smile. I was really reminded how lucky I am to have the wonderful people I have in my life.:) Happy belated Birthday Daddy! you are the most strong and courageous man I know. You make me laugh every single day and I don't know what I would do without you. Thank you for everything you do every single day.

2. How cute is my dog? ..I wanna another one haha but my dad won't let us. He loves chelsea too much to bring in another one:( Can't wait to live on my own and have lots of em!

Confession Session

Hi Y'All... Sorry for being MIA the last couple days. Its been quite busy and stressful. I'm back and better then ever! I thought a good confession session would be a good way to end the week so here we go...


1. Doctor's have really become my frenemies. I used to think doctors were like the holy grail and have big hearts because they want to do everything for you to help you get better. Boy was I wrong!! (ok..thats slightly exaggerating they're not all bad) I have doctors around me my whole life. Hell I spent the majority of the first years of my life living in hospitals. This new experiece of being actually sick and it not being about my disability has really opened my eyes. You would think as a medical professional you would want to do everything in your power to help make someone better. If something is complicated and you can't seem to figure out what is going, wouldn't it spark your interest and get you motivated to look at things from a new angle and see what you can do? Most doctors I see now just say I don't know. You'd think for the medical research alone they would want to find whatever it is.

2. Went to the OBGYN for the first time yesterday. I don't even like to be naked in front of myself so the thought of some seeing me(a man by the way) and even more so touching me had me borderline breaking out in hives HAHA Boy could I have gone for a nice stiff drink. But all turned out well and he was very nice but I am certainly not in rush to go back

3. I am a horrible horrible person. I don't know if anyone has been watching Oprah lately (I've been making a point to watch since its the last season). but I am super duper jealous of all the free gifts and dreams come true people are getting lol. I want to go and meet oprah and be surprised lol If anyone wants to write a letter for me...feel free lol

4. I really wish I had a Bf right now.

5. Chapters (think Barnes and Nobles) is like church to me lol. I walk in there and I just feel at piece and could spend forever in there.

6. My Dad's birthday is this week and I am excited but I secretly hate that my parents are getting older cause I had even imagine them not being her for one second. they're only 50 so I realize I am being irrational

7 I was really disappointed with the season premiere episode of one tree hill...never thought I would say that!

Top 2 Tuesday!

I am so excited for today's top tuesday over at the undomestic momma I can't wait to read everyones top 2 thing I want to accomplish this year.



1. Love Myself and take charge of my life...


Trying to find find the good in being sick as long as I have can sometimes be But I think having this time off to kind of get to know myself and focus on myself for once. I think alot of time get caught up in where I think I should be and what a should be doing. I do what I think we make everyone else happy and forget to make myself happy. I want to learn to love myself and where I am at in my life. I want to be the best I can be and really enjoy all the different experiences of my life. I try to remind myself that things change so quick that you have to take in everything you can while its there. I vow to work loving the good and bad about myself and not letting others tear me down. I always give everyone praise and the benefit of the doubt and I deserve to give myself the same. life is just too short

2. Get healthy/ In shape....
Typical I know..but I really do want to get health and in the best shape possible for me. As a get older I realize that my disability does prevent me from working out. Its really important for me to be in the best shape possible for me. Not only will make me feel good but I want to be as strong as I can so that I can be as independent as I can. And it wouldn't hurt to get read my tummy pouch. Know what I'm sayin?

What are your top 2's this week?